i feel lonely

Sejak kbelakangan ni. Aku rasa sunyi je. Hm kawan2 pun tak meriah macam dulu dulu. :'( rindu time ktorang Lepak sesama. Nyanyi,dating reramai sampai terkantoi dgn bf punya Abang. XD haha. Abng dia yang no 2 tu. -,-'' haish. Malu malu. Da la Lepak kat taman permainan. XD unforgettable memory.haha. best bila Lepak dengan kenkawn yang satu sekolah dengan kita. Sebab,dia tahu perangai kita. Dia kenal kita. Sikap kita. Baik buruk kita. Dyorang tahuu. Itulah kawan. :) <3 okay,another reason I why I feel lonely is. My baby fahmi. :/ he is too busy. Hm. He don't have time for me. But i keep besabar. Jee. I know dia tak sengaja. Hm. I'm so selfish. :( I hope he can forgive me. Cause,this past days Ada mamat ni. Try to flirt me. Huhu. But don't worry baby. My love is only for you! :*

happy birthday!

Saya ingin mengucapkan Selamat hari jadi kepada kawan saya nabilah zul hamzah. Kami sudah kenal selama 3 tahun. :) Seronok kenal dia ni. Dia ni baik. Hehe. :) artu pun Ada befday kawan saya nama dia rubina hehe. Rubinang ni start kenal tahun lepas. Tapi tak rapat sangat. Tahun ni rapat la macam ni. Heheh. Rehat sama2. :D sewonok arghhh. Heheee. Dia pun baik orangnya. Tak penah Ada masalah dengan dia. Okayy. Semoga korang dia semakin bijak mengambil keputusan Dan berjaya dalam kehidupan! I love you nabilah and rubinang! :p

whvt you think about long time relationship Nia?

Okayy. I think that. Being in a long time relationship. Doesn't mean you are happy. Its maybe just part of ur routine and it blinds you. Just,enjoy ur life. Young and free ! And if ur still in love. Stay it strong and fight for it.:D

kesayangan

Okayy,Hm. Last Monday my boy was having a bad high fever. And at first I thought it just a fever Yang biasa2 tu. Than,malam isnin tu dia kata ' I might not coming to school' than aku tros rasa down ,rasa tak semangat,rasa yang fahmi ni tak Kesian kat aku. Hm, And I KNOW I AM SELFISH AND ONLY THINKIN ONLY ABOUT MY HAPPINESS AND FEELINGS.HMM.nak.buat macam mana?? Aku dah terbiasa kacau dia,tegur dia,lalu depan kelas dia,pandang dia,tengok dia blajar dari luar kelas dia. ( macam lelaki gatal en) Hm. Even,dia tak gila stalk macam aku. Even dia tak se excited aku time berjumpa. I still be sabarr. And to be honest,I am ashamed with this action I've done. Nampak terhegeh hegeh sangat. Okayy. What ever you wanna say. True Im sucks! Hmm. And that Monday night I cry,and begging him to come tomorrow. :( tak tahu malu en?? Actually I've begging him a lot of time. Yes I am ashamed. Di hati saya ni saya malu. Kamu nampak saya macam tak tahu malu by the outside. But inside I feel like Shit. :( I love him so much. :'( and I hate it. Erghh,hmm. And after I call and begging. He said that he will coming on Monday. So,I feel a bit alright and Okayy and worried. And keesokan harinya dia Datang. And he looks great. Look healthy energetic but actually he is not Nia!!! You so stupid! Hmm. Petang tu dia kata badan dia panas sangat. Sian dia. :( kejamnyee saya. Kalau tak pakse dia Datang mesti he gonna be fine.Hm. and petang tu mal dia bawak g klinik the doctor said he suspects that my boy having dengii. :'( and he took some test blood that day. And requested to take it again on Wednesday. Yes. Wednesday= today. Hm. He took another blood test and the doctor said my sayang terlebih sedikit darah putih. Hm. But the doctor said my boy gonna be just fine. :/ hmm. This week I feel so sad,down,lonely,sorrow,worry,missing,useless and so onn.. I can't do nothing for him. It's was the biggest sad feelings. I can't do anything for him. :( i am bad gf. And I feel like talking to the moon right now. :(

february

this february is like the begining of schooling day. ye pada bulan ini saya sangat sibuk dan penat dan kurus. haha. mane taknyaaa. ada koko lagi,kelas tambahan bagai.. lari sana sini. naik tingkat 3 hari2. :/ teman ika angkat buku ke. teman dia g bilik guru ke. en. macam2 lah... nak g kedai lagi.. pastu balik umah lambat. van selalu amik pkul 1.50. :( nak makan kkdng tak selera sebab ngantuk. balik tros ttdo. haha. :) bila malam ada tusyen. pastu balik time nak tdo tu. susah nak tdo awal. :/ dah terbiasa tdo lambat. haha. tapi tadelah lambat sangat. dalam pkul 1.30 mcmtulah dah rasa mcm ngntuk :) tapi kene bangun pkul 5.30. haiyaa! kenapa lah jadi begini. nak je aku bawak motor g sekolah macam kawan aku nama dia miza(1yearolder than me)dia g sekolah,koko,kelas tambahan naik motor. how cool is she. :c im so jelly.

i'm loving how my life is going noww.. with NO ONE OF YOU INTERFERING IT!

cuti. hehe

paparich @ the garden. hmm. actually its not very delicious. :/ instead of our papa is not very rich. hahaha. and kalau nak compare dengan paparich kat prima tu,lagi sedap. :)

nahh,we try sushi. :) hehe. and its taste pelik at the first bite. but still can be accepted. LAH EN. HAHA. nyesal... je,but okayy jelah. hm okay.haha. meh muahh skit. :*

saya agak pucat. O.o

signatureeeee... ngeeeeee. :D my teeth. heheh. cutenyee nia. :p

ngeeeeeee... :D ur teeth looks good too my drlng. :)

fats every where. hahaaa. like i care like i care. *i care -,-''

Hey,the innocent side of me. hehe. :3 sho kiut la awak suwanti. hehe :p

kecoh je nak buat muka macam aidil budak ni. haha. 'awak tu tade gigi besi' :p

yess! we enjoyy the dayy! :) *say cheese.:D

AT THE END. Haha. teruk la awak ni. but i found it cute plak. hahahah. macem2 lah kamu ni muhammad fahmi. :) okayy. the ennddd, tomorrow is schooling dayy.have to done all school stuff.. and be readyy. okayy. sudah la saya merepek.bye. thanks for readd.

tak lawa mana pun.. ye,tahu. D:

gambar kecik2 ni sebenarnya ada banyak. hehe. :3

at mid valley with my sister,bng syukri and fahmoi. :)